Nightmares, I guess

I keep dreaming about visiting or finally moving to NJ. Keep in mind I've always had dreams about moving to new places, travelling, or exploring weird places. It's most likely from moving a lot as a kid, and also that many of the houses I've lived in had weird floorplans and cool features. I might make a separate post about that at some point.

Anyway, lately these types of dreams have severely ramped up in frequency. Pretty much ever since I have officially set my mind to moving there and have started working on what I need to do to get it done. It's very interesting, but also a little torturous.

At first, several of them used to be what was my last couple days on the trip, so I had to see this person, check out this place, get this thing, before I had to go back. A cruel recent variation has been where I think to myself, "Ah! Finally, I actually live here and it's not a dream. I have plenty of time. What a relief!", only to wake up feeling betrayed. Sometimes I realize mid dream and make a futile attempt to tell my subconscious it's actually a dream, but it doesn't work and the dream continues.

Hopefully once I move, I stop having torturous dreams about my goals in life. Hot babes would be nice.